My Anxiety

September,30th 2015



      Dear Readers,
 


                     I'm sorry that I've been away for a while,It's been getting worse.My worry,My frustration.My problems,They've been getting worse.I look at the world in hope that someday,It will be okay,Someday I won't have to worry about everything and someday,everything will be relaxed and calm but,Then I look at them.They get worse,They all get worse.Rather it's love problems or health problems,Nothing seems to ever get better,It's like a roller coaster once your down the hill and you thing that everything is okay and then before you know it,your up that hill gain just waiting for it to get off of it's highest peak,and you try to breathe and relax and it's not helping.My anxiety,it's getting worse,which is also why I haven't blogged in a while,I'm sorry,I'm sorry for leaving you and I want you to know that It's okay,I'm okay,and that I'm going to try to make this a better blog,I promise,just give me a little time.

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Sorry I've been away for awhile.

6/11/2015

Dear Chickadees,

    I'm so sorry that I've been gone for the past few weeks (maybe even a month...woops.). I've been so busy that,it feels like I've been running around like a chicken with my head cut off.I'm FINALLY done with my junior year of highschool and I am now offically.....A SENIOR!!!! HOLLA!!!!.
I'm so excited to be a senior,I've been looking forward to this day...FOREVER!!! I also have cut my hair and dyed it since the last time I've written to you guys,I dyed it dark brown and it's cut short (way short.) I actually really love it know.My little brother is 2 months old now and is doing great. And,I'm not totally sure about this but,I'm thinking of starting an OFFICAL Youtube channel,I haven't decided on what to call the name of it,Although I did make a few videos under my real name just because,I have only uploaded like three videos though,I honestly just want to do youtube for a hobby nothing super fancy dancy,Tell my what you think that I should name it (It would be super helpful.) Also,Please give me some suggestions on what I should call this to,I can't decided on MissElainer or, MissCalin (Calin is my real name.....shhhh,lol) Well please comment at what you think I should call it,It would be so helpful,I can't wait to finally start blogging for you guys again since I am FINALLY!! not to busy,I love you guys so much,and am so excited.

                                                                            Love,Calin :)

P.S. What do you guys think that I should do on this blog,PLEASE!! give me suggestions,should I do more beauty things,more rants,more fashion stuff,or more boyband stuff...please give me some suggestions in the comment box.

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My favorite Vera Bradley items!!

                                      Well  Hello there Chickadees!!! Welcome back to my blog,Sorry that I've been absent for a quite a while,as I've had some life problems get in the way,However I'm back and can't wait to start blogging again!! If you all did't know,which you probably don't,I'm a HUGE Vera Bradley junkie....Vera is probably one of my favorite accessory designers and so I'd like to share with you all,what my favorite Vera Bradley things are.

1:Vera Bradley Lunch bags
   - I love my Vera Bradley Lunch bags,and I have the pink isolated lunch bag and it's amazing.The pattern is beautiful,and it's tiny enough to carry around but big enough to fit a proportioned sized lunch in,The lunch bags can be a little pricey but totally worth it.
2:Vera Bradley Wallets
 - I love love love my Vera Bradley Wallets,they're very accessible and convenient.I have five Vera Bradley wallets,in which I adore so much.They're fun and super colorful.Some of even have wrist bands on it so you can carry it around your wrist if you don't want to carry it in your purse.
3:Vera Bradley scarves-
  The scarves are super fun,cute and comfy.
4: Vera Bradley student planners- 
 They always get me super pumped and ready for school,and I love to carry it around,honestly,Vera Bradley office supplies is my favorite in general.
                                                                         Well those are my top favorite vera bradley things,that I ADORE!! Goodnight Chickadees...I'll see ya'll soon =)

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My worst week EVER!!!!

April,21st,2015

    Dear Readers,
       This is by far the worst week I've probably ever experienced in my life.It started off with this guy named Tom,Tom and I have been friends for a few months and insistently hit it off.So,we decided to take it to the next chapter and start dating.Well,we basically broke up not even a week later because,tom decided to post on his social media website,"That moment when you're texting someone and they don't text back." I instantly as his girlfriend thought,"Who is he texting like that??" So,I confronted him about it and he said and I quote,"It's was one of my buddies." That was a little strange considering the fact that he told me the day before that he couldn't text me because,his phone was "Broken." You know I should have known that Tom was no good when he didn't want to make it FB official because he wanted to tell his family.So,I decided to sink the ship before it sailed so that way,I wouldn't get even more hurt by this.He did delete the post but,now he is ignoring me not that I give a damn anyway because I really don't care what he does.It just sucks because he said that he loved me first and then look what happens?? And,to top it all off my boss e-mailed me today,without explanation and told me that he didn't want me to work for him because,"It didn't work out!"....It DIDN'T WORK OUT??? How fucking professional.I'm just so stressed out and just tired of this and now,I don't have any money either!!! Erggg,Lord help me...This week has been rough,

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Why Target is the best store ever!!!

April,10th,2015

Target is the best store ever!!

 Target is legit the best store ever,and not only do they have cute baggers named Alex but,they have legit everything.Even Starbucks!! Target has a wide variety of clothes,sports wear,home decor,and even food,For really low prices. It is literally my favorite store on earth,I got the cutest sandals there for 23 bucks,who could beat that ?? They have almost every clothing size there is and their clothes are really,really cute.So,Target is literally the best store ever and anyone who disagrees is wrong,okay you're not wrong but still.This store is amazing!!

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My bucket list!!

1:Go to Ireland
2: Live in Amsterdam
3:Meet Niall Horan
4:Marry my bestfriend
5:Visit London
6:Find my family in England
7:Have a baby
8: Stop Smoking
9:Become a "Lady"
10:Go on a no budget shopping spree
11:Visit the Anne Frank house
12: Go Zip lining
13:See Jimmy Buffett in Concert
14:Go sing Karoke
15:Lose weight
16:Get butt injections
17:Bleach my hair blonde
18:Get better at Twerking.
19:Stand up for peoples rights
20:Get my nose pierced
21:Be able to wear a two piece swim suit.
22:Visit Durham,where my family lives.

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50 Facts about me

50 Facts about me



April,4th,2015

1:My first name is Calin
2:I'm from a city called Indianapolis but,I was raised in a small town about 30 mins. away.
3:I love Vera Bradley,I'm like a Vera Bradley junkie
4:I love watching youtube videos
5:I love to listen to One Direction and George Strait
6:I want to get a Lily Scarf
7:I was born on September,30th
8:I love Mason jars
9:I want to go to Georgia State University,or the University of Georgia
10:For some reason,I really love Georgia
11:Peaches are my favorite fruit
12: I love to eat Frozen Yogurt
13:Someday,I want to be a Nurse for babies
14:I'm a practicing Roman Catholic.
15:I'm saving up to go to Ireland.
16:I believe in Jesus Christ
17:I love Boat shoes
18:I used to live in Tennesse from ages 2-5
19:I want to move back down South once I am older.
20:Even though I do want to go to school in Georgia,I am a huge LSU fan.
21:I love Cajun food,cause my daddy's family is from Louisiana and he makes really good cajun food.
22:Niall Horan is my Ultimate Celebrity crush.
23:I love to get my nails done
24:I am a natural red head (More redish blonde) but I dye my hair blonde.
25:I have a thing for Irish boys and I'm still not sure what it is.
26:My dream truck is a Ford F-150 4x4 super cab,lifted.
27:I grew up listening to Garth Brooks 
28:My favorite song ever is either Amazing grace by Elvis Presley or You are My Sunshine by Johnny Cash.
29:I love Pearls
30:I'd rather drink Sweet Tea over Starbucks any day.
31:When I was 5,I broke my arm
32:I love to read books
33:My dream dog is an Irish WolfHound
34: Chocolate is my weakness
35:I have really weird dreams about Niall Horan
36:I'm scared of birds in the room
37:My biggest fear is of Needles
38:I don't want any tattoos
39:My philosophy is the higher the hair then the closer to god.
40: I love Jimmy Buffet in the summer time.
41:I love listening to older blues artist such as Ray Charles and Etta James.
42:I think the beatles are okay,but I'm not in love with them
43:I love to randomly do my makeup
44:I like watching Bridal shows on TLC,just because.
45:I have a little brother
46:I love Harry Styles' Hair
47:My favorite holiday is Christmas
48:I know every word to Georgia on my mind.
49:I love Bath and Body Works Candles
50: I still don't own a pair of Toms.

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